There's a Light In The Dark

It has been a really weird year to me... I've been moving from one place to another, and that has made it so difficult for me to get use to so many things, different people, making new friends... to settle down and start over.

Its been a year of changes in many many ways and that has made my roots and foundations shake from time to time..but i think i can say those shakings has been making me a lot stronger, there've been hard as you have no idea, but they have helped me grow, find myself, accept myself and start fighting for my dreams and ideals. Ican't say i've made it all yet, but i definetly see how im on my way to. I'd lie if i say i'm ok with it, IM NOT! .. changing is never easy, it sometimes hurts A LOT.. and i have to admit that im honestly scared and kinda anxious..but i know God's there guiding me, He knows what He's doing, and even when my words and actions doesn't show it all the time... I TRUST HIM! ..I know He won't leave me...and there's something more beautiful than anything in this world and its something i have found through this whole experience, and that is.. getting to know Him, i have found how beautiful, loving, caring He is, and most of all uncomplicated and faithful...its just so easy to go to him =] he's there with open arms waiting!

I don't know where this is gonna take me...but i can see a light in the dark.. and it looks like a HUGE place, a beautiful place God's preparing for me.. but for now.. i'll just surrender in the hands of my Father... there's no better place to be..I LOVE YOU!, i also wanna keep learnig and changing for good, 'till im prepared to face what's coming and recieve what he has to give me.